You knew what it meant. When you said “If we sleep together, it means that it’s guaranteed that I will come back”, I said “no, I come in a package, I don’t sleep around anymore”. I had told you beforehand that when I was sleeping around before I met you, it made me hate myself,… Continue reading Vulnerable
In my previous break ups, I always wanted to go back to the the beginning, to go back to a time when there were no problems, and everything was perfect. To that honeymoon phase. But with this break up, I realized that I don’t want to. I dont want to go back, I want to… Continue reading Oh take me back to the start
Is it any easier for you? Do you find that I’m slowly fading away from your thoughts, that you don’t miss me as much. When you’re out having fun, you don’t wish I was there. You don’t think of places to discover with me, no adventures to go on. That, yes I brought you a… Continue reading Easy
There are these two songs. Last time we took time apart he told me he had this one song that he kept listening to. Last time we met we talked about songs at work, and how he realized how they’re all about love. I’m hoping that they make him think of me every time he… Continue reading Two songs
It’s been a week. I want to give up, i want you so bad right now, to hold me and never let go. I had my first nightmare. In it, you were telling me how I wasn’t on your mind, how like 3 girls had already messaged you and wanted to sleep with you. And… Continue reading A week.
I have to let you go for you to come back. I am letting you go because I want you to come back. Because I know we are meant to be. You saw me almost 2 years ago at the cinema and asked our friend who I was, you needed to know who I was.… Continue reading Let go
I can’t focus on anything else than the pain. With my ex I was angry and I could concentrate on that. But with him, I understand it all, all the reasons. They are genuine and it all makes sense. So all I can focus on is the pain, nothing else. It’s just pure pain. It hurts… Continue reading Pain