I’ve been away from this blog since I came back to Canada, but I want to start writing again soon. Little update: I’ve had a rough time being back. I met with the love of my life, the one who broke my heart. Although our talk went well, it only went downhill from there. I’ll soon write about it, take it all out. I’ve sadly relapsed hard.. On the positive side, I am visiting my family for a couple weeks, and I have been accepted to complete my teacher’s degree. I still have a lot of decisions to take for my future. Do I want to go back to Ottawa? Do I want to keep dancing? Can I handle seeing him around? Will I ever get better? I’m so lost.