Not being with you hurts so much more. Im left with all this love to give, and this huge hole in my chest where my heart should be. All the love is spilling out into my hands. No one to help me pick it all up. It’s just spilling out until i dont have anything left in me but my skeleton and i can’t do anything else but to lie there until something takes me away. Take me away to a place where it wont hurt. Take me away from here. Let me sleep eternally.